Wednesday, June 09, 2010


Little Man is doing better than he was. I am less worried and so it is less difficult to be present here, where I am, right now.
I am filled with gratitude for the good people in my life. For my husband and his willingness to stick this out so I can stay here with my girl, for friends who pray and send good thoughts our way, for our respite providers who were so willing on short notice to make this all happen.
I love my boy, more than I can say, this has been SOOOO hard on me, but I am working on being zen about it and being present.
thank you. thank you.

5 Kids Who Want To Play:

Lady of Perpetual Chaos said...

I'm glad to hear that things are a little better. Hopefully they just keep getting better. Enjoy your new little grandbaby!

Jami said...

I'm so glad to hear that you are all doing better. Sniff that sweet baby smell for me!

As an aside, even though I haven't met your husband, I really like him. He takes good care of you and Little Man.

mCat said...

Here's to things comtinuing to improve!

GrowingUpLost said...

I found your blog through PFlagFosterMom and just wanted to pop in and say hello :)....

I write over at

I blog about life in foster care back in the 1990s (as a foster child), and how foster care affected me as a teenager, and made me who I am today.

I'd love to have you stop by sometime!

forever folding laundry said...

I'm sorry things have been rough but I'm glad you're getting to see your new little grandbaby. Hoping things just to continue to go up for you all.