Tuesday, June 08, 2010


My daughter and son in law's internet sucks. I have to keep this short and I don't have any pictures, cause they take too long to upload.
Things are wonderful and terrible.
I am loving being with my sweet girl and her precious boy, and watching him smile and coo just kills me every.single.time. She is happier with me here and that makes me happy.
The terrible: Little Man is having a VERY hard time with me gone and has been scary aggressive with his respite worker. I feel so torn about needing to be here and there at the same time.
For right now, Bald man says things are okay, and to stay, so I am working on being totally present, every minute with my beloved Pygmy Child and Tigger.
Prayers and good thoughts would be greatly appreciated.

4 Kids Who Want To Play:

K J and the kids said...

I can't imagine being so happy and wanting to leave so bad.
I hope things settle down.

Kristina P. said...

Oh, I hope you can enjoy yourself!

Me (aka Danielle) said...

sending all my prayers for you! What a truly bittersweet experience.

Jessica G. said...

So sorry about Little Man's struggle! Hope you get to enjoy the new little one (and continue to make unsuspecting women cry with that video of the baby hearing his mother's voice).